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Sexuality: I don't know. At this point it looks most likely demisexual/gray-asexual. I've only been sexually attracted to one person in my life so far. He is a man. See "am i in love" at the bottom. But a sample size of one is too small to determine if I would only be sexually attracted to men or not. I have also had two romantic crushes on women (well one a girl because we were in high school) but they did not involve sexual attraction (although the second one I did want to cuddle shirtless with). But maybe I just wasn't ready for that stuff then. It's a mystery. Note: I have not had the opportunity to actually do anything sexual with any of these people, not even kissing.
Am I Single: Yes. Perpetually single.
Have I Been Cheated On: Nope. The good part of being perpetually single.
Crush: ? I have no idea how to answer this one.
Do I Miss My Last Relationship: Again, I'm perpetually single. I've never gotten around to having a romantic relationship, due to a combination of being a late bloomer, anxiety, too occupied with other things, and experiencing romantic feelings so rarely and so far always on inconvenient people
Who Has My Heart: The tea in my cup.
Am I The Jealous Type: No, I'm really not. Even hearing past crushes talk about who they liked or their significant others didn't bother me. I'd just be happy because they were happy (or give sincere advice if they weren't). If there was any jealousy it was wanting to be paid attention to and they were paying attention to someone else in the moment.
Ex I Would Take Back: See "do i miss my last relationship" above.
Last Time I Cried: Last Monday. I was home after experiencing my new job at a camp for 2 weeks and I was tired and hungry and upset that I hadn't done as much that day as I wanted before I had to go back and just burst into tears in front of my parents and grandma. Almost cried today in the candy store because I couldn't decide what I wanted to buy but managed to hold back by stomping my feet.
Favorite Song: As of February, it's "Ghost In The Moon" by Avantasia
Who Do I Miss: Some ex-roommates of mine from an internship 4 years ago. It'd be nice to see them again. I also miss my grandpa who's no longer alive.
Favorite Color: I always say pink, but I love all colors! Forest green is also really nice.
Eye Color: Hazel
Do I Believe In Love: Of course. Love is the glue that holds the universe together and the mechanism by which it works. We'd die without love (studies have proven this through some very inhumane old experiments where babies were isolated and only visited briefly by nurses who'd feed them without touching as much as possible and soon they all died despite all their physical needs taken care of). Someone who doesn't believe in love doesn't know what love is.
Do I Give Second Chances: What does this mean?
Am I In Love: Kinda? I fell in love two years ago and the intense (out of control) feelings have largely dissipated but I still love and care about him greatly and as far as I can tell I always will even if I find another partner some day (because I can't be in a relationship with this guy). I think of him like an angel now because I'm comforted when I think about him and I imagine cuddling with him a lot and I'm inspired to be the best version of myself possible because of him. (Also there's a very irrational part of me that believes he actually is an angel sent to earth in human form to spread love and inspiration, but let's not go there.)