Little age: Between 2-6
Sexual orientation: Straight
Looking for: My papa that I can live with
Relationship preference: Monogamous
Number of partners I have: 0
Hey everyone. I’ve been trying to write this for like over an hour now and I still don’t think it is good enough so I will probably spend another hour on it before I’m happy with how it looks. So here goes, I am a 29-year-old, who lives in Sweden and I have lived here my whole life. But I’ve never really felt that I do belong here – it’s just a weird feeling that I’ve always had and I thought it would go away when I moved to my own apartment, but it just seemed to get worse. I have a mental illness called Borderline and I’ve had it since I was around 13 years old, just two years after I lost my best friend/cousin to a heart problem that he was born with. I have been bullied since I was 11 years old and it didn’t stop until I was around 19-20 years old. So, all of that has really hurt me, and I think that on some level I still haven’t gotten over it and I’ve tried going through therapy but it’s just so hard for me to talk with anyone about my problems.
And ever since I found out that it is Borderline I do have I see many of the problems that I have are connected to the illness. Especially when it comes to new people, I first have problems with meeting new people but once I’ve met them once or twice I get way too attached to them and that is a big problem, because when I have gotten attached to someone it’s easy for them to hurt me and I have been hurt a lot throughout my short year.
I thought I would share some things about me as a little. I go between the ages of 2-6 when I am in little space. I like to colour, play with my stuffed animals, cuddle with my stuffed animals and I like to cuddle and just watch cartoons. I have pacifiers at home and I also have a bottle but it’s not something I would have out to show everyone – because few people around me (like my family and friends) doesn't know that I am a little and it’s not something I talk about with them. My younger sister has seen that I have got pacifiers and she was really ashamed by me and my mom once saw that I had a bottle and she was like really wondering why I had one and since I was scared of telling her the truth I told her that a friend had left it at my house when she was over with her baby, but I don’t have any close friends that have babies at the moment.
I think I am going to stop writing now because this seems to be going on and on and on.
But thanks for reading, and if you want to write – I do have KIK and I am willing to talk over here and get to know pretty much anyone
*Updated on July 14th because I noticed that some things that weren't correct - but I am still looking for my forever papa and I hope that he is out there and is just waiting. If you believe that you are my future papa please send me a friend request and we can talk more.
Edited by Babygirlsweden, 14 July 2019 - 03:06 PM.