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Missing Daddy and feeling really sad


Ikneelonly4Daddy
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Daddy is very sick and lives far away and I'm having a hard time being apart and I'm crying lots. I wish I could be there with him. This sucks so bad.
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I have this feeling everyday when my Daddy has to go work or run errands. The truth is I end up crying and thinking very bad thoughts like he' cheating on me or he's losing interest or i'm not good enough. I talk to my friends and I read a lot of articles on relationships and what i found out is that contrary to what my mind thinks, he's doing everything in his power to show show me that he cares and that he wants me around despite the two of us being on the opposite of coasts.  

 

You gotta pay attention to what your Daddy is into and see if he includes you. For instance, my Daddy games a lot on the PS4, we spend time on call when he games.Sometimes, he' in a party chat and I get to listen to his conversations with the people.

 

We have our time watching anime or movies at nigh after game time.

 

We sleep on skype call and when we don't for whatever reason he calls me when he can.  See i have trust issues and abandonment issues. My father abandoned me and my mom doesn't love me unconditionally so I project this onto Daddy unintentionally. I feel like he doesn't love me, but he does.  When he's busy he cannot be with me, but he calls when he gets the chance and it's sometimes just to say i love you, sorry I'm busy. He called once because our song came on the radio and my butt was asleep.

 

It's the little things like this that matter. So chin up.

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There's no doubt in my mind that he loves me and is committed to me and my growth and care and well being. I don't worry about that at all. It's so hard to see him sick though and so hard to be far away.

 

Thank you for your support!

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