So.. I have a little bit of a problem with myself as a person. I am very insecure and alone and I don't know how to feel good about myself. I try to do the "find 2 positives when you list a negative" thing but.. it doesn't help much.
There are things I do love about myself but they are small things.. I wanna love all of me but I can't seem to do it. I get really depressed because I think I'm not good enough for anyone, friendship or relationship wise. Like I don't deserve to have friends because I'm not normal or skinny or pretty.
I also have a LOT of guilt. I'm somewhat ashamed of myself for being a little, even though I love being little. I have this friend, and she is an amazing, understanding, and cooperative person, but I try and ask her advice for my DDLG problems because me and her are extremely open with one another, but I get shy and embarrassed. Is that normal?
Also people say that I don't need a CG to be little, and of course I know this, but I don't have irl friends that I can openly talk to about DDLG because I get uncomfortable, even though one of those friends is a Daddy, I still get very uncomfortable. But in my mind I need a CG to take care of me.. I don't feel complete.. Is that normal too?