Shy Little Princess Posted February 5 Report Share Posted February 5 (edited) Hello!! ❤️ I'm sorry, I am very shy writing this! Hopefully I say everything right! I'm very new (and shy!! 😛) so I guess I'll try to follow the introductions post guidelines. (I guess trigger warning since I might mention some bad stuff) For what I like to be called, "Shy Little Princess" works (but I've been stalked before so I'm hesitant about revealing personal information right away). If you really need a first name, online I usually use "Anastasia" (it's my doll's name (She doesn't mind! :P)). My username comes from me being shy, but one of my favourite books is also "A Little Princess." I haven't ever been part of a community before, this is my first time (ouch!! (:P)). It's hard to say if I'm new to the dynamic because I've sorta always been the way I am, I guess it feels like "little" me is just *me* but I guess it's a me that I only show to certain people? Hopefully that makes sense, I'm sorry. I do have a history of family and relationship abuse, so I find that for me there is a distinct "outer" vs "inner" self, or the outer self that you use protectively, vs the inner self, or who you feel comfortable being (Hopefully that makes sense, I'm sorry). I'd be interested in knowing if other people might feel similarly? Hopefully it isn't too much of a turn-off, but I am on the autism spectrum (the syndrome formerly known as Aspergers (:P)). I am so-called "high functioning" meaning that I can be intelligent, but I find that I am too trusting, I trust people I shouldn't, and it has gotten me into trouble before. Hopefully it, again, isn't too much of a turn-off, but I am somewhat recently out of a difficult relationship. It was with a dominant figure who I trusted implicitly, but they ended up lying, and they weren't so much dominant as they were toxic and narcissistic and abusive. (My heart is still healing, I think I might need time to be around people who are kind and compassionate) I feel like maybe being in a space for littles/middles/everyone/etc, I might feel more soothed and able to heal? (I guess that would be how to put it? I'm sorry) I'm hoping to meet more people and possibly make friends with other littles. (Due to the controlling behaviour in the relationship, I was never allowed to socialize and so I am currently very socially isolated) Happier thoughts though, possibly. ❤️ For my favourite things, I am interested in what is known as "l*lita fashion" (if you have any questions please feel free to ask me, but I suspect I'm not the only person here that might be interested in it, which actually makes me a bit happy!! ❤️ I would love to meet other littles who also are!! ❤️ ). I've edited the name (just in case), the name actually has no connection to the book by N*bokov: the semi-official story goes that it was a mistake to name to name the fashion that. To avoid the connection, I sometimes refer to it as "Dolly Style" or "Hime/Princess Style." Personally, I was a longtime "lifestyle gothic lol*ta" meaning that you kind of live the life, you have all the matching gothic accoutrements and accessories/etc. But a few years ago I switched to being a lifestyle sweet l*lita. That basically means I switched from everything being black and goth-y to everything being pastel pink!! 😛 (I still have somewhat gothic interests though, I enjoy reading and I do have aspergers syndrome, so if you ask me about something like Dracula or Frankenstein, or gothic literature, or Ancient Egypt, or 19th century mourning culture or antique dolls, I just might talk your ear off, I'm sorry!!) I guess for interesting things about me, I do own an antique porcelain doll (Her name is Anastasia, after the Russian Romanov princess). I also am currently working on an art project related to the "Dracula" novel. (I had just recently mentioned this to some people in an online game, so if it sounds familiar, maybe we know each other in another online existence as well!!) I'm kinda into I guess what you call "Nerd Culture" and I enjoy both playing and designing/creating video games, and reading, and also drawing, comics. (I've read every issue of Wonder Woman from her 1940s debut until the 1980s, and also Supergirl from her 1950s debut until the 2000s, Batgirl from her 1960s debut until the 2010s, and a majority of vintage Catwoman appearances. I also enjoy the "Hellboy" series and am a fan of Batman in general, particularly "Batman The Animated Series") I also collect plushies/stuffed animals/teddy bears, specifically pink ones, and I have way too many!! 😛 Currently I have 36 pink teddy bears, 16 l*lita fashion-related plushies, and a lot of pink bunnies. Thank you for reading my terribly long introduction post!! ❤️ (I'm sorry!! ❤️ ) I hope you are having a lovely day!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ Edited February 5 by Shy Little Princess forgot Batgirl omg, i'm sorry! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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