A strange story...

[Kin_baku _san]

Becoming a daddy happened by accident.  I've always desired to be dominant, but as any good daddy knows, there is a difference between desire and fulfiling that desire.  My vanilla partner who I'd been in a long relationship no longer satisfied me.  Certainly she tried from time to time, but the spark had only barely lingered.  She wasn't into what I was, and that caused a lot of friction.  One day I met someone who would open my eyes for what seems like the first time.

 

She was a little, because of her child like innocence and also short, something I found attractive.  Being a taller man has it's advantages.  We became friends and felt a sense of kinship.  I could tell her about my homelife without feeling any hesitation and she did the same.  We admitted there was an attraction between us; but we didn't see anything happening.  We were okay being friends.  We see each other every day, because we share the same workplace.  Even as things at home deteriorated, I knew that my friend would always have a kind word for me.  She gave me something positive to look forward too.

 

There is a 13 year age difference between us. 

 

In a very short time span, we started to realize that there were serious feelings developing between us.  The more I discovered about her, the more I longed for someone just like her.  In a very short time, we have learned that we are somewhat dependent on each other and we have started to explore our roles in each others life.  Our passion for the life has connected us in ways that neither one of us has expected.  My relationship at home is not a happy one, but I cannot leave at this time (don't fear I'm not married)  

 

I'm not one to fall in head first.  I don't even gamble.  But with my little, I feel something stir.  I feel a desire to protect, to encourage to lead.  I've weight the pros and cons and this is how I feel.

 

I'd rather take the risk of being with my little than to stay in a safe but dead passionless relationship (a sure thing; sure to keep me unhappy).

 

I don't know if this is an introduction, but I sought this place at the encouragement of my little and I just felt the need to express what I keep bottled up.

 

Kin_baku_san