When did you realize you were a daddy/little?

[Guest Jadielove13]

I realized I was a little when I was about 10 because I always wanted to suck on a pacifier and sleep with my stuffie and blankie. By the time I was 15 I was confused and didn't know what was wrong with me... When I was 19 I saw some DDLG stuff on tumblr and realized that there is nothing wrong with me after all. I have been little ever since! ^°^

[Guest Plush-Princess]

For me - i think - it was a little while ago.

Before that i didn't really know about this stuff.

I love stuffed animals, dolls and childlike things since i was a kid.

And i was always like: yeah its 'kawaii' and cuuute.

Then there was a (ASMR) video where the youtuber talks about her first BDSM Collar -

and a second older one where she is talking about her 'daddy kink'.

That was the time when i get really interested and i was super happy that there is 'MDLG',

cuz as a lesbian i asked myself: can i be into this ? 

So yeah ... hope it doesn't sound too confusing ; bad english :x 

[TinyTea]

It was like putting a puzzle together for me. I didn't realize until very recently. However once I had a name for it, and I could pick out the things that I enjoyed and realized I could catagorize them as something, I started doing research and low and behold there was a lot more to it, and most of it I really *really* enjoyed. So here I am, I'm still discovering things and finding out what I like and dislike, but so far I'm really super happy to be here and look forward to my future as a Widdle Girl. 

[Guest tk1022]

Looking back, I've always kind of naturally been a caring, nuturing guy. I was always the one who took the time to listen and try to help when my friends had problems, I've always liked to see people happy, and I've ALWAYS enjoyed structure and a sense of organization in the world. Never knew at the time this lifestyle existed.

 

Once I found about it, honestly at first it kinda creeped me out. I didn't understand it, I think like a lot to me at first it seemed like a weird pedophilic/incestuous kink that people had and that kind of put me off.

 

Then in late 2015/2016 I got on Tumblr and my mind opened to a LOT of different ideas. I started reading up on this, actually giving it a chance, wanting to learn about, abd realized not only is it NOT creepy, it's actually for me. This is a great way for me to my normal, caring, nuturing self, and I can't lie, the kink aspect is appealing (although far less important) for me.

 

So I guess in short, it's been in my nature all my life, but I only discovered it about 3 years ago?

[prince eefy]

always felt like somethin was off about me. i stayed into kids stuff for way longer than most people do, an.. then i discovered ddlg. thought i was into that and called myself a little for a good while. i disconnected myself from it after i left an abusive ex who was my daddy when we were dating an then after i started dating my current boyfriend/daddy, i got more into it again but realized m more of an age regressor and dont rlly identify with ddlg anymore.

 

but i always knew somethin was off, jus didnt know what.

[Tiger Striperino]

I've always kind of had this paternal need about me. I've always wanted to take care of people. Kind of a cop out.

 

But I think it stems from not really being taken care of myself when I was a kid. I mean, I'm an only child but my parents were never really around.

[Guest ~*BabyDoll*~]

For me... I was 18(2 years ago), I had just gotten out of high school, just moved out of my childhood home. I moved in with my Daddy(Who has been my boyfriend since I was a freshman in high school), and something didn't feel right. I never realized how much I was a Little until I explored the community and what DDLG is online. You see, I am obsessed with the colors pink and white! When I was a Sophmore, I painted my childhood room pink and white with a floral decor, I had stuffies everywhere with a pink and white bedspread and all sorts of cutesy little things everywhere! I always acted more like a little (I can be pretty bratty) and I looked it up if it was okay for me to be acting the way I was... Once I realized that I wasn't the only one who felt the way I did, I opened up more. I told my boyfriend(Now Daddy), he was a little hesitant at first, but I don't blame him, I kinda sprung it on him in my excitement of who I really am. He eventually warmed up to it and he has been my Daddy for 2 years now! I guess you can say I have always been a little... But didn't realize it till I moved out and missed my extremely pink and fluffy bedroom heh!

[RedFox]

I realised I was a Daddy very recently, when I met my little girl.  In fact, it was new for the both of us.  We both naturally very quickly gravitated towards it without realising this lifestyle even existed.  I certainly had no clue, but it immediately felt very right for the both of us.  I realised that I had been a Daddy my entire life, I just hadn't realised it.

[Kresaera]

For me, I've always been "Child-like", I have always been interested in sippy cups, stuffies, and little things.  I just found out there was a whole community like me about a year and a half ago.  Daddy and I have been D/s for almost 6 years, so adding in the little aspect was easy peasy

[Cara Innes]

n_n I've always had what I termed a "very strong inner child". But I stumbled on the concept of 'age regression' online around 2014.

Since it all sounded so familiar, I started studying up, figuring out what applied to me and what didn't. ( I learned of other strangely familiar kinks at that time as well. )

In 2015 I found a local group of Littles and Middles who gathered to discuss ageplay topics. We got to share our thoughts, play, and just hang out together and be in Little/Middle Space. It was great fun! Always looked forward to it.

It lasted about a year before my health took a turn, and I unfortunately had to leave.

[Hopeisreal]

I also knew I was childlike and felt like a child but one day I got on google and searched what it was that I was feeling and came upon a site describing what a little was and I knew that was me and then when I read about daddies that hit home with what I desired to have in a mate and didn’t quite have a name to it or whatever.

[princesspage]

I've spent almost my entire life aging very slowly mentally, with myself joking about how I still acted younger than my kid friends when I was a teenager. When I was 18 I discovered DDLG on tumblr and I felt like I finally found something that made sense to me.

[BabyMattDiapers]

For me, I can say that I knew I was at least a Diaper Lover going as far back as 9 or 10 years old. At that time, I realized this in me when I was looking through my baby pictures at home, really paying close attention to the shots of me in my diapers back then and wondering what it would feel like to wear diapers as I could not remember how it felt to wear them back when I was physically a baby. I didn't see any way to actually start wearing them myself, so what I would do is take clothes off the action figures I had, the ones that had removable cloth clothes, and fashion diapers out of them for the other action figures I had. Then this phase sort of stopped for me and I didn't start thinking about diapers again until I was in university. At that time, I stumbled across a porn website that featured girls being diapered in baby diapers that were designed for adults! The website was called something like flbabygirls.com or something like that. So that is when I first realized that I could wear diapers that are for me for the first time. I let this feeling of wanting to wear pass for some time, even finding YouTube personalities that showed me the whole ABDL lifestyle going as far back as 2009, until this past December/January when I found on Amazon that I could buy all the diapers, onesies, bibs, pacifiers, baby bottles and everything else I had been hearing about for the past 12+ years for me and I finally did so in January of this year. As of March of this year I have been a 24/7 baby boy, wearing diapers round the clock except for when I am bathing and I have loved every minute of it! Fully baby space has only really been allowed to come out of me at night or at certain points on some days but I have worn diapers everywhere I have gone since March and see no reason to stop that anytime. So ya, long story short, I have known I was little for over 20 years but only in the past 8 months have I begun to fully embrace my baby side.