Insecure Little

[littlepeachykitten]

I have been interested in pretty much all of this for a long time. I discovered this when I was 16 and I'm 19 now.

 

I have introduced my boyfriend to it, who was a little hesitant a first but likes it now.

 

Being in a DD/lg relationship was not the biggest thing for me. Before meeting my boyfriend, it was not a deal breaker for me if my partner was into it or not. 

 

So, I kind of suppressed all of it. However, my boyfriend figured it out quickly and confronted me right away. I admitted and he was like "whatever. I'm not really into that, but be you." 

 

Still, I suppressed it.

 

Now, he looked more into it and really likes it. I even created a journal for him. 

 

Well, my main problem for me is that I suppressed it for so long. I get hesitant calling him daddy. My biggest problem is that I have trouble falling into little space. I do everything that I like, and I just can't get there. 

 

I can't get there with my boyfriend, and if I do I get shy and try to get out of it. I also sometimes feel little out in public, but quickly try to get out of it. 

 

Any tips for feeling less insecure about little space? OR any tips about feeling little in public?