Little_Zaheera Posted June 7 Report Posted June 7 Good evening, good morning—wherever you are in this wild, aching, beautiful world. How are you, really? Not the smile you wear for others—but the quiet truth under your skin. Have you been breathing okay? Sleeping? Eating enough to feel like you're still here? I’m writing this with a full heart and a trembling one. Because being someone with BPD and an INFJ mind is like walking through fire barefoot, while holding a candle for others. You feel everything—too much, too fast, too deeply—and then blame yourself for bleeding. I grew up in a house where love was conditional, if it existed at all. I was the wrong shape, the wrong gender, the wrong weight, the wrong kind of sensitive. I learned to shrink before I learned to speak. I learned to perform before I learned to rest. And when the world mirrored that pain back at me, I believed it. I let it define me. But here's what I'm slowly unlearning: I am not the words that broke me. I am not the silence that followed. I am not unworthy just because someone else couldn’t love me well. If you're like me—wired for empathy, haunted by abandonment, walking around with scars nobody sees—I want you to know this: You’re not too much. You’re not a burden. You’re not broken beyond repair. Sometimes the most tender souls were never taught how to hold themselves. But we can learn. We are learning. It’s okay to start over. It’s okay to take a break. It’s okay to say “This hurts” and not have a solution. You deserve soft love. You deserve safe love. You deserve to be chosen without needing to prove your worth first. And even when you can’t believe any of that, I’ll believe it for you. To anyone who needs to hear this today: You are not alone in the storm. You are not the chaos inside your chest. You are more than survival. You are art. You are wildflowers breaking through concrete. You are the story still being written. My inbox is always open if you need a friend or a reminder that you matter. Because you do. So much more than you know. With love, Someone still learning how to love herself too 🌿🖤 1
Little Skittles Posted Tuesday at 02:44 AM Report Posted Tuesday at 02:44 AM Dang it. You made me cry. So beautifully powerful you are 💗  1
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