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A creepy cutie in a swimming pool 🥰

Good luck everyone ☺️ here’s my entry for this month. pencil colouring . 😻😸🐚🌞

Hi! I'm Manda, I'm new here~ I've been looking for a community that might vibe with the type of art Ive been making lately. Lmk your thoughts? Here's a 10 minute sketch from google images, a piece I spent a couple hours on recently, and a 10 hr piece!

It's certainly something that is out there but probably on the rarer side to be honest. Most people want to find a partner that will help contribute to the relationship and/or household so finding a partner who wants someone who makes zero decisions is likely to be a challenge. My own two cents, what you're describing is a risky dynamic. What happens if your partner becomes ill, has to go away for work for an extended period of time or passes away unexpectedly. How do you care for yourself if you havent had to make any decisions? The unexpected can happen sadly and at tye end of the day we are all adults, or we wouldn't be here, so making sure you still have the life skills you need an ability to care for yourself is also a very important consideration.

Hello all as promised here are the rules!!! Check back throughout the week as I will be tweaking and adding but this gives us a functioning set!!! Thpugh I know yall are good folks and dont even need them! Naughty Novel Club Rules 1. Obey all forum rules. 2. Don't make things uncomfortable. While I know we are reading smut I think we all know when to tread careful and which details to leave out. Just read your audience and move on if someone is uncomfy. 3. Along the same lines is : being here isnt consent to anything. So please dont ask personal questions. For instance if someone in the book is being tied up it is inappropriate to say "Oh do you like being tied up?". This isnt a sex club it is book club. 4. Be welcoming and friendly! We want folks to like it here. 5. Only talk about NNC with other members!!! Anyone is welcome though so invite who you like! 6. No book shaming. 7. Respect spoilers!!!!! Don't ruin it for others. 8. While we dont judge please do not advertise stealing books and I will not be posting or allowing pirating links. 9. Have fun and participate!!!

Sooo I needed a place to post who pur members are!!! If you do not see your name here then I have accidently not included or you havnt been active here so please let me know as I will be doing something special for members. These will be people that will be pinged in the future as well. Member List: @Aikko @SquirtleSquad @LittleNyx @littlegala @Looksee @Flower_Dragon @MissNMTX @Zina @Sicarie @Minilsah And that is the official list! I know a couple people have expressed interest but until I see you posting here I dont add. So if interested get involved! Thanks all for the patience and activity. This is an amazing start! Can't wait to read with yall. And please if I missed anyone reach out! It is alot to filter through and I make mistakes.

@Little Nyx @Flower_Dragon @littlegala @SquirtleSquad @Looksee @MissNMTX @Zina If you are not on this list it means you havnt participated here in book club (or my tired brain missed it) please know this is an active club so you will need to interact here occasionally to maintain membership. Once a month or so just so i know who is active. Please put our Wednesday chat on ypur calendars!!! 7pm PST. Secondly please be on the lookout for a set of guidlines/rules for here too! I will be posting some, since we have bigs and littles and we are reading smut I thought it would be nice to have. I dont think anyone would step put but this way we are all on the same page. Thirdly please be on the lookout for a pole to choose our first book!!! I am hoping we can start next week since I am back.

Your actions speak louder than any mental illness or physical condition you might have. So never let someone tell you that you're worthless and unlovable just because you have a diagnosis. You don't need to prove anything. Be kind to yourself by taking situations day by day and live your life to the fullest to the best of your ability. Whatever your issues are; you've got this, I believe in you! ♡

Hi guys! So a reading sprint is qhere we all read a certain length of time and then we add up how many pages we each read. It's a fun way to encourage us. Would anyone be interested in doing this on Sunday. We would just do it in the live chat. This way we cpuld try to finish our current books so we can start on whatever we vote in. And I will 100% be at this one. So sorry again for my absence Wednesday, have alot I am catching up on from being sick.

@SquirtleSquad @Looksee @Flower_Dragon @Aikko @littlegala @MissNMTX @Zina @Sicarie @Daddy Bear 77 Hello all and welcome to pur group read! First off I am getting a feeel for how much a week yall will read and making sure everyone can get their hands on the book? Also I wanted to make sure everyone reads the trigger warnings for this one as it can be intense. NO worries for pur more gentle readers! Next book will be more up your alley. So all pinged please let me know how many chapters per week and when you will have the book by!

The NNC has officially chosen its first book .... Lights Out by Navessa Allen!!! Thanks all for participating I know this wasn't everyone's first choice but never fear. The next one will be a contemporary romance to keep it all fair and everyone happy. We will start reading Monday and will have assigned chapters. Also dont forget about our reading sprint tomorrow to finish current books!! Feel free to aquire said book (it is 9$ currently on Kindle for anyone who reads there) and please let me know when yall are ready to read!!!

Sure, sure. I've been meaning to finish my book anyway. Should be a good time.

That works for me! I really appreciate you doing all this, especially when you’re still recovering *hugs*

Good evening, good morning—wherever you are in this wild, aching, beautiful world. How are you, really? Not the smile you wear for others—but the quiet truth under your skin. Have you been breathing okay? Sleeping? Eating enough to feel like you're still here? I’m writing this with a full heart and a trembling one. Because being someone with BPD and an INFJ mind is like walking through fire barefoot, while holding a candle for others. You feel everything—too much, too fast, too deeply—and then blame yourself for bleeding. I grew up in a house where love was conditional, if it existed at all. I was the wrong shape, the wrong gender, the wrong weight, the wrong kind of sensitive. I learned to shrink before I learned to speak. I learned to perform before I learned to rest. And when the world mirrored that pain back at me, I believed it. I let it define me. But here's what I'm slowly unlearning: I am not the words that broke me. I am not the silence that followed. I am not unworthy just because someone else couldn’t love me well. If you're like me—wired for empathy, haunted by abandonment, walking around with scars nobody sees—I want you to know this: You’re not too much. You’re not a burden. You’re not broken beyond repair. Sometimes the most tender souls were never taught how to hold themselves. But we can learn. We are learning. It’s okay to start over. It’s okay to take a break. It’s okay to say “This hurts” and not have a solution. You deserve soft love. You deserve safe love. You deserve to be chosen without needing to prove your worth first. And even when you can’t believe any of that, I’ll believe it for you. To anyone who needs to hear this today: You are not alone in the storm. You are not the chaos inside your chest. You are more than survival. You are art. You are wildflowers breaking through concrete. You are the story still being written. My inbox is always open if you need a friend or a reminder that you matter. Because you do. So much more than you know. With love, Someone still learning how to love herself too 🌿🖤

Yay!!! Amazing! I was thinking of making it from like 3pm-7pm PST? And then people can pop in and out as they like?

That sounds like so much fun Pigtail! I’d like to join in on this 🙂

This weekend we went to the ocean ! Here’s some photos :3

That is a fair to handle things, I think.

I have a DND group from 5-9 every other Sunday so I'll miss this week unfortunately.

Add me to the list please

Thank you both! That time fits well for me on the East coast.

Yep yep as of now same time and place.

Of it is Lights Out then the next one will be the contemporary romance. I plan on trying to alternate so it's fair to all.

Yay!!! Can't wait it is officially on my calendar.

Yes. Every Wednesday at 7pm PST (you'll need to adjust the time for your time zone). @PigtailPrincess has offered to adjust the timing if necessary, but that's what it's set for, now. She has a private chat room named Pigtails Playpen Reading Chat set for the group that can be accessed from the drop down menu.

Oh I missed the chat. Will it be at that time next Wednesday?

I’ve been running like crazy since starting my new job last month. Crazy intense training and certifications. I seem to have found myself a good rhythm and am ready to do more social stuff and get on here more!! Excited to start reading and chat next week with folks 🙂

Read and agreed! 🙂 excited to have fellow little worms to nerd out with. 💜

Whiooooooo boy. I’ve read Run Posy Run and I’m going to say it is FREAKING EPIC. I regularly reread this one at LEAST 2-3 times a year. So I’d be down for that again. edit: okay just read all the descriptions and man they all sound epic! 😁

So sorry guys!!! I was wrapped up in getting us all set to read together!! I will for sure make next week. I am also hosting a Reading Sprint on Sunday. I am hosting it hoping some of us can finish what we are currently reading tpgether so we can be ready to read whatever we pick next week

Ohhh thank you I knew I was forgetting someone! Yesss I am collecting good options from my reading friends/sources.

Hi all I have been involved but what time is the chat in uk time? Sorry I’m not sure what pst etc is

I mean, right?

@Little Nyx Excellent, that's exactly what I was shooting for

@Flower_Dragon That was amazing! Thank you for sharing! I can't bounce around like I used to, but it was fun singing along and now I have a huge smile on my face!

Name: Jessi Age: 43 Favorite book as an adult: God of Fury by Rina Kent Favorite book as a child: It by Stephen King Favorite genre: Romance (smutty kind hehe) Favorite troupe: Forced proximity and Enemies to Lovers Least Favorite types of main characters: Arrogant know-it-alls One book that deserved a sequel: To Catch a Firefly by Emmy Sanders Do you read physical books or digital: Both, but mostly digital How much do you read a week: I used to read a book a day, but lately I’ve been super busy, so maybe twice a week.

I will try to make it if I can to the chat. Got a busy day tomorrow. Looking forward to see the pole and what are options will be.

These are gorgeous 😍 and you have inspired my creative bug!! I think I am going to do a rainbow collage! Thank you @Andriel_Isilien for providing this section for us.

Trauma dreams are the worst! I hope you were able to get a bit more rest last night and you day has good.

Every dynamic is different not a single 2 the same. Every dynamic is just as valid as the next. if you want to be in a 24/7 dynamic that is absolutely something you can seek to find. There are 24/7 dynamics out there, and other people wanting them to. Its just about finding the right person for you and having that conversation with them well keeping an open mind, because the version of a 24/7 dynamic you have in mind may (and most likely will) differ slightly to everyone else’s, so compromise is key. In any good DDlg relationship both people are getting there needs meet in some way.

@LittleBiscut Sorry to hear that, but I'm glad you're feeling at least a tiny bit better.

Thankies!

LOVES IT! Your dark side is shows lol

My heart absolutely breaks reading what you've bravely shared. What you experienced is horrific, and it's completely understandable that you're feeling this way. You are not alone, and this is not your fault. The betrayal of trust, especially from a family member, is incredibly damaging. It's a profound violation, and the fact that it happened while you were on holiday, a time meant for connection and relaxation, makes it even more cruel. It is never okay for someone to touch you inappropriately or force you into a situation where you are uncomfortable or harmed. What happened to you was a crime, and your feelings of hurt, betrayal, fear, and feeling unsafe are completely valid responses to such a traumatic event. It's also incredibly common for survivors of such abuse to experience nightmares, difficulty sleeping, increased anxiety, and the feeling of spiraling downwards. These are not signs of weakness; they are your body and mind reacting to a deeply painful and terrifying experience. The fact that you've managed to force yourself past self-harm in the past shows immense strength, and you're drawing on that strength now even as you struggle. The fear you describe, the shaking, the feeling of being unsafe no matter where you go – these are all symptoms of trauma, and they are real. It's not something you can just "move past" on your own, and it's not something that time alone will heal. The fact that you haven't told anyone speaks volumes about the shame and fear that abusers inflict. But please know that you deserve support, healing, and justice. You are not broken, you are not weak, and you are worthy of every bit of kindness and healing in the world. While I cannot solve this for you, I want you to know that: I believe you. What happened to you was wrong. You deserve to feel safe. You deserve to heal. It's okay to feel terrified. It's okay to not know what to do. The first step, even if it feels tiny, is acknowledging what happened and reaching out, just like you've done here. If you are open to it, I strongly encourage you to seek professional help. A therapist specializing in trauma (like CPTSD, which often comes from such experiences) can provide a safe, confidential space for you to process what happened, develop coping strategies, and begin to heal. They can also help you navigate the anxiety and sleep disturbances you're experiencing. You don't have to carry this burden alone. This community is here for you, and while we can't replace professional support, we can offer a compassionate ear and a reminder that you are seen, you are valued, and you are not alone. Please keep reaching out, even if it's just to vent more.

From left to right: Pride, demisexual, reciprosexual, middle, demiromantic, little, and demigirl. Working on a remake of demiromantic (I don't like the thinner bracelet) and one for agender and asexual. I have a bunch of others that I made that are just pretty but these fit this month's theme.

TW: posessiveness and jealousy I climb into his lap, peeking at his screen as he absent mindedly reaches a hand to tousle my hair. I wriggle closer into him, wanting to feel him against my back, wanting his scent to envelop me like a hug. The movement draws a breath from him, maybe accompanied by a small noise from his throat. In the dim glow of his screen, I catch our faint reflections. A princess sitting on her throne, whilst her daddy protectively holds her waist in his comforting and warm hands. Daddy's lap is so inviting and comforting to me. I pull daddy's hands tightly around my tummy and intertwine our fingers. I hate that one day his lap could belong to someone else. I lift his hand up to my lips and kiss each of his fingers slowly. I'm definitely distracting him from his work. I lick the insides of his fingers gently and he squirms a little. It's ticklish. I lift his hand some more and put it on my face. It feels nice. The weight of his hand. My probably ADHD thoughts wonder if I'd be able to recognize his hands if I were blind. I kiss his palm. But the sweet appreciation of daddy's fingers aren't enough to satiate my bitter growing need to possess him in this very moment. My hips shift instinctively, seeking friction, and his fingers tighten at my waist like he already knows where this is heading. The cold light of the screen flickers—an unwelcome reminder that I’m supposed to be letting him work, but I want him. My wiggly butt makes daddy make all sorts of noises and his attention is fully mine. It's not just his attention I want though, it's this lap of his. It's mine. Daddy's hands move all over me, like he's telling me the very same things. That all of me is his. His grip guides my movements, steady and firm, helping me help him. He sounds like he needs a lot of help, his old man wheezing makes me wonder if I should get up and call the ambulance or stay and fulfill his dying wish(this is a joke by the way). Somehow our clothes get off. I don’t remember how, not really. All I remember is how good he felt. How good he told me I felt. And when he sat there, panting, spent—like I had conquered him, like I had claimed what was mine—oh, I felt so good. Especially when he pulled me close, wrapped me in his arms, and murmured against my hair: "My little princess."

Thankies FlowerDragon!!!! I did this today just picked something (cat litter box) and one thing led to another!!!

Also, anyone not on Pacific time, double check what 7 pm is in your own time zone. It's 9 pm Central time, for example.

This is my choice for the Coloring Contest this Month!