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Done I'm done with the hurt I'm done with the pain Never shall I do this again You wounded my heart, trampled my soul Now for you the last bell shall toll No longer shall I cry Or you see my heart die I'm a hollow shell of what could be Never shall you set my heart free All thats left is heart ache and pain This I shall never do again Anger wells up deep inside This shall be my last ride Blackness and pain my only friend With me till the bitter end Now I'd rather be alone Drifting like a rolling stone Why I ask you why? Is there even a point to try? If all you bring me is pain Why even try again?

Okie so.... I got my braces on today. I've been putting it off and putting it off but I have to do it now. After they get everything aligned and stuff I gotta get surgery and they are going to break my jaw to fix it :c I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions on how to deal with the pain... cause right now I don't have anyone to talk to and it all hurts and I dont know what to do....

NOTE: i suck at English and formatting is my greatest enemy, if you are easily annoyed by spelling and grammar, this post is nsfw. Today i bring to you a new level of awareness. today i stepped on lego, and this is my experience, as it crippled me and sent me to my deathbed. I entered littlespace and had build a lego tower. As a dinosaur i became godzilla and then destroyed the tower in my chaotic rampage. and so.. I have faced death itself and my will to live was tested. sheer willpower has brought me to this deep reflection. i now understand my enemy, i have looked it in the eye, it was birthed from the pits of hell itself. the lego, were it was forged over 6 years 6 months and 6 days. Hand picked by the devil himself, then sent to this mortal realm we live in and let me tell you..... this is how... from birth my life has been controlled, shaped and molded into making me the person i am today, People have entered my life, i have learned from them, it has then crafted me as a person to influence my decision on creating a lego tower. from my own will i would of assumed but now i realize it was actually all planned, so when i struck that lego tower in my godzilla rage with the anger in my heart that has been curing over many years, the tower would fall in a way that one lego would drop in the perfect place. and so i take my step forwards, unaware of what evil has been placed infront of me. so clear now yet was blind then. I stepped on that lego and it put me on my deathbed, which i have now experienced and come to this greater awareness and understanding, I Kao, have ASCENDED.