I really need help, ASAP

[Guest Princesskittycat]

So... My daddy was at work and I was texting him because he said it's ok too. A while back I told him about how I get anxiety when people read the messages and then don't reply... Well he keeps reading them and not replying (even when he's not at wok) and I get really upset.. Today, he snapped at me because I growled a little and said he did it again when he didn't read my message.. It's just another thing that freaks me out.. Now he's mad at me and I don't know what to do... I hate myself for this more than ever... Please, what do I do to make it up to him?

[gilv]

Well, I am new to the lifestyle; however, with the couple of littles I have been lucky to have great relationships with, I adore the messages and the needy factors and messaging.  Personally, I do not get upset in these situations, because to me the relationship is a two way street of respect going both ways.  Thusly, if this is your dynamic with him, may I suggest just being as open as you are here, and not expect an immediate response.  Admit directly that you hate yourself more than ever, be lovingly contrite, and just let him know why you reacted the way he did.  I imagine he will be understanding and loving and all will be well.

[Guest Princesskittycat]

Ok... Thank you..

[Melodia]

Are you sure your daddy understood just how much it upsets you? Maybe when you had the talk he didn't expect you to literally hate it so much. Or maybe you didn't get your point across really well. How about you talk to him again and learn why exactly he didn't respect your wish. And in the future always, ALWAYS make sure he knows exactly why you are upset/mad at him.