WhatifIfall? Posted February 27, 2017 Report Share Posted February 27, 2017 Sorry this is going to be long. My boyfriend and I are both switches. Ive been invovled in bdsm for 3 years and we have been together sense June 2015. When we first met I was his domiante. As time went out and due to life issues we faded in to just dating until he suggested we switch roles. We did so July/August of 2016. We struggled, it wasnt always perfect but we worked on it. About 3 months ago I confessed my ddlg wants. He took it and loved the idea, as we went he grew in that and was a great daddy as the time went.... till last friday. He confessed he didnt want the roles any more and would end them, and hasnt wantdd them for a month. He wanted me to be his mistress again and I said no. I total broke that. Sense then Ive been lost... it feels like im an abonded child yet the man who was my daddy is still here. He doesnt understand why I refuse any bdsm role. I dont know how to explain to him how important him being a daddy was... in part because I thought he understood. He pushes being the submissive a bit but I refuse each time and he lets it go. Last night was the first time he tried to control my orgasms and Im proud cause I told him that he couldnt do that any more. I broke after he was asleep and cried. I just am so lost and Idk what to do. Hes agreed that I am allowed to find a new daddy but I dont know If I can trust someone like that again. It took so long to trust him and admit it to myself. Ill answer any questions to assist in help. Thank you. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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