TheyCallMeNewb Posted March 3, 2017 Report Share Posted March 3, 2017 Let me start off with saying I have been apart of the world of DD/lg for going on three and a half to four years now all of that time being involved in a LDR with someone i knew for fourteen years up until November of last year when I found out the hard way she basically never had feelings for me to begin with. Since the new year I have started a "Brand New Year, Brand New Me" kind of plan in which i am not looking for a relationship and doing my best not to be tempted to be in one with anyone for a least five or six months along with also trying to become a better me since I am a strong believer in being in the right place mentally, emotionally and physically before starting a relationship with someone. Now comes the reason for this post. Now that it's going on three months since I've started my new years resolution I'm starting to notice something I never picked up on as much as before with that being I don't have a lot of control in my daily life nor am i respected by much of anyone I know. I work at a job where I'm being told constantly that I'm just another body and replaceable, My family is dead to me and complete strangers seem rude for no reason. Now don't get me wrong these things haven't caused me to feel depressed or take this as me whining or complaining i'm merely pointing out aspects of my life that have become more apparent and noticeable lately and i feel tie into the message i'm trying to get across which is that I basically I want to find a way to feel the respect, control, accomplishment and satisfaction that i felt when i was in a DD/lg relationship/Being a Caregiver without having to be in one since i don't want to break my plan nor do i feel I'm ready to take on ether of those roles again yet. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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