I've recently graduated school, and the road to adulthood has been really static outside of my mental health plummet. Because of this, regressing is hard because I'm being hard on myself. It's been a month, but I've only just applied for a job last night. I'm not doing anything but hiding in my room all day. I keep running when people check up to see if I've done anything with myself yet. I'm not meeting anyone's expectations of me.
I don't feel like I deserve the peace of regression. I can't really find it right now. I'm stressed about keeping up with an episode of the wiggles while I color. I'm stressed about keeping my crayons in order. I'm stressed about not regressing enough. I'm especially stressed about not regressing that much around my daddy that much and the struggle of finding confidence to color/use my paci/watch littlespace stuff around him (even though he's entirely supportive and a wonderful dom).
I don't know what to do. I don't know how to take pressure off of myself. I'm hoping if a job falls into place, I can gain more peace of mind by being productive in the world around me, and allow myself some relaxation.
Edited by princesssquishy, 23 July 2019 - 11:55 PM.