I hope everyone is doing well *hugs*
I've a question about other Littles but I don't know how to ask it so I'll just say what's been concerning me..
Going in and out of Little Space has been difficult for me. Once I'm either in or out I don't want to leave unless I'm forced to.
You see, I'm insecure and sensitive, and not just a little bit. I'm inexperienced in a lot of ways, and I ask a lot of questions, so much I end up having to apologise for annoying yet another daddy. But I'm scared to ask people to be patient with me.
I don't like to be bratty, I want to stay positive and share that positivity and make others happy.
And that's just who I am as a person , but I only feel like I can be like that in Little Space, so once I am in Little Space I'm this happy but shy girl who pretends the world/life is a Disney princess movie and only wants to do and talk about all things sweet and cute and lovely and innocent and need a Daddy by my side to help me understand things I don't yet understand, and there's no shame in it. And when a Daddy accepts me as their Little, I feel like that all the time, and I don't want to be any other way.
I thought that was okay.. But apparently it's not okay at all. Every Daddy I've had so far has either been annoyed with me or ghosted me. And it breaks my heart being the cause of it, every time. I show a lot of support when a Daddy is feeling bad and I go out of Little Space and pretend to be tough, but that doesn't seem to make them stay either..
When I'm not in Little Space I put my guard up and it takes a lot for me to let it down even though it makes me unhappy, but I'm too submissive to take control over myself.. I'm very unsure of everything I do, but because I'm not in Little Space I don't feel like I can ask anyone for guidance and become very distant and quiet.
I need some help on how to make a Daddy stay and how to be a good person outside of being a Little, and I hope reaching out for advice here could be helpful..