Yoshi_Yoshi Posted December 3, 2023 Report Posted December 3, 2023 I was talking to someone he was really sweet and made me feel safe and laugh and all thoes good things but I noticed him retracing so I brought up thinking I was prepared for him saying he wasn't interested anymore but I really wasn’t. I feel so sad, we were talking everyday and I’m really going to miss him, having no messages to look forward to no one to tell me good morning. The worst part is that he was perfect for me, we agreed politically he was around my age we he was working the career I’m studying to be in he was caring and funny and never rushed me into anything and of course we had the same kink. and I’m worried I’ll never find someone like him again. This was the first I put myself out there since freshman year of high school. I here all these stories about men who seem nice and really aren’t and that makes me feel sacred especially as a little who hopes to find a real connection someday. Because realistically I know I could live a life alone and I’d find happiness but that like most people here my dream is to have a loving relationship within the dynamic and I’m scared that will never be possible for me and at the same time I’m mourning this lost connection with someone I genuinely cared about.
LittleDutchPrincess Posted December 3, 2023 Report Posted December 3, 2023 Trust me, there are so many nice guys in this world. You will find the perfect one. sending you lots of love 1 1
beanbean Posted December 4, 2023 Report Posted December 4, 2023 It does take time it took me forever to get over one relationship it took forever but I like too think.it made me stronger and even i wouldn't change it even though it hurt 1
Yoshi_Yoshi Posted December 19, 2023 Author Report Posted December 19, 2023 I really appreciate your kind words especially you gigisweerheart if you ever read this ❤️ it was was rough time and it still hurts sometimes but It’s better and when I posted this I felt like nothing made me happy at all anymore.But things went back to normal and I was able to be myself again, if anyone else is going through this right now I want they to know it’ll get better even if takes some a little while 2
Recommended Posts
Create an account or sign in to comment
You need to be a member in order to leave a comment
Create an account
Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!
Register a new accountSign in
Already have an account? Sign in here.
Sign In Now