Do you ever feel alone and sad?

[LittleAmbi]

i dont have many friends irl. Well i guess i dont really have any. Im home all the time again and thats how my depression came back just as bad as before.

i workout now and have a list of chores to try to improve my mood and keep me occupied. But nothing helps the lonliness. I think i spelled that wrong.

then everything going on in the world. I dunno the point in this post. I just feel alone and i figured i should write here as the dark thoughts are getting over consuming. 

i just feel so alone. Thanks for listening.

[MissAnna]

I know what it feels like to not have many friends in real life. That quiet loneliness can ache in places you didn’t know existed. I have people online who care, who show up, who understand me in ways that matter, but in the physical world it feels so sparse right now, and that hurts in its own quiet way.

The world itself feels overwhelming. You turn on the TV or scroll your phone and there is no shelter from it. The fear follows you from room to room, like a storm that doesn’t know how to pass. It’s exhausting, and it’s heartbreaking.

I wish I had a magic wand. I wish I could smooth the sharp edges and make everything feel safe again. I can’t do that. But what I can do, what we can do, is be here.

We are here to listen. We are here to sit beside you, even in the silence. You don’t have to explain yourself or be strong for us.

The world may feel frightening right now, but you are not facing it alone. We will walk through this together, one breath, one moment, one small act of kindness at a time.

My door is always open if you need someone to talk to

[MasterPhotog]

@LittleAmbi Thank you for sharing this. I’m really glad you wrote, even if you’re not sure why you did. Feeling that lonely can be incredibly heavy, and it makes a lot of sense that being home so much has stirred things back up again. I want you to know your feelings are valid, and for sure you’re not weak or failing for feeling this way.

It actually says a lot about you that you’re still trying: working out, doing chores, looking for ways to care for yourself even when it’s hard. That takes real strength, even if it doesn’t feel like it’s helping right now. Loneliness is a tough one, it’s not something you can “productivity” your way out of, and that’s not your fault. (And for what it’s worth, you spelled loneliness just fine.

I’m really sorry you’re carrying so much, especially with everything going on in the world. When dark thoughts start to feel overwhelming, reaching out like this is a meaningful step. You’re not invisible here, and you’re not alone in this moment, even if it feels that way inside.

I’m here to listen, truly. If you want to talk more about what’s been weighing on you, you don’t have to hold it all by yourself. 💛Feel free to follow and reach out to me anytime, even if you want to just say hello!
 

[LittleAmbi]

Thank you both so very much. Especially offering to talk to me if i need it. That honestly means more to me than you both know.