Socializing is hard. Venting…

[LissyLu]

Right now I’m just sitting here crying because I’m seeing people happily chatting and I know I’ll never be able to happily chat back because I can’t keep up even if I want to. I feel like I need someone to hold my hand through group conversations and that’s just not realistic. It’s not realistic because no one’s ever going to remember me in times when they’re happily chatting like that. I’m the type of person that has to be really thought about to be remembered. I’m not going to be someone’s first choice to hang out with and I’m certainly not going to be in their mind when they do anything fun. I’m just a walking burden to people. At least that’s how I feel.

[frantastic]

Oh sweetie. I hate that you see yourself that way. I used to feel that way about myself as well. I completely understand it but, to some people you aren't a burden. I am certain of that. If you ever need someone to listen add me and I will listen.  I may not always respond right away but. I will respond.