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Hey friends! I haven't been active in a long time, but I come here with a snack for your thoughts and I've plenty to go around! I originally joined this site when I was about 19. It has been 4 long years since and I have come to find that my little space is different now, but not in a bad way! The way I perceive myself, my needs, and parts of me have changed as I gained understanding and I am very curious how you guys feel like you evolved. Personally, I have slowly grown to discover that I am Polyamorous and that my Little Age was older than what I originally thought it was. I have found things that make me feel little without triggering full regression, and I have grown to make it more and more part of my day to day life. After all, little me turned out to just be me when I am happy and relaxed, not some separate part of me I had to reach deep into to find. What things have you learned about yourselves since joining the community?

Excuse the rambling here but I feel the need to talk about this! As a rule I've always been hard on myself, never let myself feel proud of my accomplishments and never seek attention for any attempt at being a good person I make. I keep myself to myself and the people that know me but this is something I'm damn proud of and something I thought would never happen so indulge me for a few minutes! 9 years ago when I was training to be an athlete of sorts I had a terrible bike accident that resulted in me having my knee basically packed full of metal, years later the metal got taken out but my knee was weak and I had a limp. I was told that I would likely not be able to exercise my knee too much ever again without risk of causing further damage to it which meant no running. I was utterly devastated, slipped into depression and put on a tonne of weight... I shot up from 11 stone to 18 stone in what felt like an instant... A few more years later an I'm almost developing an addition to caffeine drinking 4 cans of Monster Energy and 2 mugs of strong coffee per day, I lost my girlfriend at the time and I lost my job and I hit rock bottom. I decided to do something about it, I saw a physiotherapist who (after much convincing) agreed to put my on a physio program to try and get strength back into my knee, I went to University and carried on the program in private, every night in my bedroom, doing these knee exercises before bed. Slowly adding a bit more to it and slowly starting to feel my knee get stronger again. Anyway, fast forward through Uni and my knee is feeling so much better, I move away from home to a new city with a new career in mind and first thing I do upon getting here is seeing a doctor to take a look at my knee. I explained my situation to him and he booked me in for a few scans, got my to do a few exercises in front of him and he poked and prodded at my knee for a while before finally telling me that I should be able to get back to exercising properly and running properly again. Today, about an hour ago, I did my first run in 9 years. I'm knackered, I could barely control my breathing and could only manage 3.5km before my legs felt tired but I've never been more proud of myself than I am right now. To say that I feel emotional is an understatement. Happy daddy is happy. - Ok I'm done now

Wooo Im soo happy I stuck it out and finally finished my first crocheted wearable ^.^ Its a shawl that I sorta put 3 different patterns together cause I got bored of the repeats (fun pattern i just get bored easily so I dont normally finish clothing to much repeats) I would really like to see anyone elses crocheted or knitted items even someone else made them ^.^ thanks for reading.I cant seem to put a Photo in Ill try later ^.^

Hey i know its late as pride is in like 3 days im just wondering who is going to pride and if so what part. This pride will be the first time many of my friends will see me as a little as its something I've kept hidden from most of them and as the theme is no filter I thought Id remove mine and see how they take it . It would be amazing to know that there will be other people from the DDLG community there. so let me know if your about ... maybe come and say hi im sure my daddy wont mind