Hello there! So yesterday a lot of stuff happened and I really don't know how to feel or what to do. Basically I'm at odds ends with this.
I woke up yesterday like any other day, and everything was fine. My onesie from little for big finally came in, which was exciting and awesome. But it all hit the fan around the early evening time.
I am not open with any of my family about my ddlg/abdl/age regression lifestyle, and any of my other kinks. My family is very close minded, and highly judgemental. They're the type of people who will say anything they want to you, and they don't care how you react or feel.
That being said, I was on instagram, and I had posted some new content about my onesie, and what not, and all of a sudden my mother calls me. I was a little taken aback, since she rarely calls me, unless its something important, but what she said after she said hello shook me to my very core.
She had found out through my brother that I am a little, and that she wanted to know what this "onesie, and I wuvvs my daddy so much" shit was all about. I immediately panicked and didn't know what to say or do. Apparently my brother had somehow found my ddlg instagram, and saw my posts and everything. Which is strange since I don't have anyone added on there that knows me in real life, except for a family friend, and a friend from college who doesn't even know my family. So I figured that since I was friends with our family friend, that my brother had found me through her friends list, or I was suggested to him, because he follows her.
Long story short, I told her the truth, and explained about my lifestyle, and what it was all about. She literally screamed at me on the phone, and told me that out of everything I do that she doesn't say anything about, this is too far. I literally was not rude or disrespectful to her in any way, but she went off on me, and swore up and down, and compared me to a prostitute. The list goes on and on.
I also sent her several links about ddlg, and age regression, and I told her that this wasn't sexual for me at all. I really tried to help her understand what I am into, and what it's all about. I do have certain kinks and I am into bdsm, but ddlg and age regression are mostly coping mechanisms to help me with my mental health issues, and my anxiety disorder. Again, I also told her that I was aware of my safety, since she was worried about this, and me, and said she felt this was unsafe, especially since I told her that daddy was probably coming up in a few weeks time to visit. What she doesn't understand though, is that I don't go ahead and do things like this, unless I look at every possible outcome, look things up and make sure they are safe.
I know I am an adult, and I know she has no control over me, and what not, but she literally said that this daddy, and little shit needs to end. She also threatened me that if my daddy steps anywhere in our city, that she will find him, and she won't care if she goes to jail or not. I told daddy this, and he said not to take it seriously, since she's probably just bluffing, but it's not okay for her to threaten someone she has never met or gotten to know.
I'm just very emotionally drained right now, and I don't know what to do. She promised me that she wouldn't say anything to anyone else in our family, but her track record says otherwise.
I'm sorry this is so long, but I really wanted to get my thoughts out, and see what others had to say about this. I'm very scared right now for myself and daddy, and I just want everything to work out and be okay.