Done a poem written to my former little

[Guest frozenwolf]

Done

I'm done with the hurt
I'm done with the pain
Never shall I do this again
You wounded my heart, trampled my soul
Now for you the last bell shall toll
No longer shall I cry
Or you see my heart die
I'm a hollow shell of what could be
Never shall you set my heart free
All thats left is heart ache and pain
This I shall never do again
Anger wells up deep inside
This shall be my last ride
Blackness and pain my only friend
With me till the bitter end
Now I'd rather be alone
Drifting like a rolling stone
Why I ask you why?
Is there even a point to try?
If all you bring me is pain
Why even try again?

 

[TeddyBearHeart]

I’m sorry you feel this way. You’re in a safe space to talk about it, now.

[Guest frozenwolf]

Thank you, when I get in a better head space I planned on it. Plus I'm seriously beginning to wonder if the whole Daddy deal is for me. It seems like all I do is fail

[MissPattch]

I'm sorry you're hurting its no fun putting your heart and soul on the line... its a risky business. Some one told me once, a long time ago, something that i carry with me when any of my relationships, or potential relationships breakdown, and that is that you have to kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince / princess. I know it sounds silly, but trying to look at from a different perspective sometimes helps. It's hard when all you have is emotion, and it takes a lot of strength and discipline to move forward after you feel something has gone wrong. You're among friends here, we'll listen when you're ready