Every little is different. Some of us like to watch cartoons and color pictures, some of us like to play outside, some of us are shy and others boisterous... Think about how different every child is and you will know how different littles can be. The key is to be yourself and not force yourself into an activity you're not into.
In addition to reading the Resources section of this forum to learn more about this dynamic, I would think about what you liked to do as a child and start with that. Did you like playing with dolls? What was your favorite tv show? Any special foods you loved? If you can bring back a sense of childlike joy, you're on your way.
I personally think you should wait to look for a daddy until you understand yourself better. Because how can you find a great partner if you don't even know what you're looking for? Daddies and mommies aren't all the same either. Some are strict and want you to follow certain rules and love to discipline. Some are more relaxed and nurturing. You don't want to spend time with an incompatible partner!
Big age: 29
Little age: 5-7
Children don't worry what they look like to others. They are 100% themselves. When we get older, we learn to fit in society by submerging those parts of ourselves that our culture looks down on. We don't want to be rejected by our parents. We don't want to be rejected by our peers. Growing up may include re-embracing ourselves even if we must stand alone.
Thank you for being here as I re-embrace the Self I'm meant to be.
(Note: I'm not looking for a caregiver right now. Please don't ask.)